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It's been a while...

Just came back from a trip with my friends and I can say,though it was hella tiring,it was just fantastic!All the laughters,the craziness,being spontaneous...gosh,it was so fun it really made me miss my friends and the whole experience right the next day after coming back to Kuching.Genting was one of the best,then it was the clubbing.I screamed so much during the theme park rides,people I called through the phone couldnt even recognize it was me.What a way to celebrate Merdeka holiday!

However,once back to reality,which means coming back to the usual and normal days in Kuching,I found out that certain people who claims to be close to you can be such backstabbers.It's sad how you think you can trust someone,but it always end up that they're never worth your time.Bah!

I've only spent one week out of my one month holiday before I start my new job.Yea,changed my path.Now,to think of how to spend the rest of my time.I've got up to October 1st before I go back to focusing on my career.Being in the bank was tiring,working long hours until I dont have much personal time to do something else.Hopefully it'll be better in this new company.One funny thing though,although I usually work during the weekends while still in the bank,I just felt a bit dreadful when I see that I have to work half day every Saturday.Actually,I spent more of my weekends working for the bank so it shouldnt be any problem for this new job.Perhaps I was just hoping that my weekends to be free for this new job.But hey,that's ok.Just as long as I can perform,I'll be more than happy!Ka-ching!

Right.Til next time...

Lolz...wow..I actually forgotten about this blog.It's been almost a year..and I dont know whether anyone even reads this.

Almost a year....lots have happened.Met new people,done new things,a year older now and supposedly a year wiser.Guess a year wiser would also mean you've been through a year full of both good and bad experiences.Hmm..

Too many things to write if I were to sum up what has happened in the last few months..but forget the about the last few months yea?I'll just try to focus on what's ahead..wish me luck!

Btw..it's kinda funny I actually wrote about the Uganda story..haha

Great day today!

Everything's looking up..and I hope it stays that way.Went for my very first interview  for a job today,and I felt confident about it but I wasnt sure whether they're confident about me. But thank god,they called me in the evening to ask me to go back to the office again tomorrow morning for a second interview!That's a good sign innit??Woohoo~

I pray that it'll go well tomorrow.Now to think of what to wear...

Earlier this evening, I was telling all the details about my interview to my mum and so on while fixing myself a drink..and all of a sudden I glanced at what she's doing, since she's been quiet all the way throughout the sharing session,while holding a cup on my hand...

 *Gasp*

"OOooo..you quietly eat the mango without offering me some hor??Peel...slice a bit then swallow,slice a bit then swallow...Eat alone wan!"

My mum...only laughed,and tried to cover ,"I was just about to ask you if you want some mah...hehehe ..was about to mah..."

"Was about to?You ate half of the mango oredi lar mummy!..wad "was about to"...."

And she continued laughing out loud.So evil that la that lady...but I did manage to grab a bite or two.Mmm...sweet.

Talking about sweet,someone's really sweet to me today,which made my day brighter.Although it was raining most of the day today,but he gave me warmth.It's a good start..simple,yet purely enjoyable.I had a great time.

My dad said I overprepare myself for my interview,but I'd rather be overprepared than underprepared...so I'm gonna still read some more stuff for tomorrow so that I'll stay confident.Wish me luck people!

P/s: To u peeps havin ur exams now,all the best!And hope to celebrate holidays with u guys soon!And E'e!Welcome back!!!

:: Responding to request, I've deleted some pictures in my xanga ::

How's my day? It's been alright. Went to the doctor and found out more about my health, but nothing serious.Just need to take some necessary pills and i'll be alive and kickin again!

Went to the library as well to look for some books, but damn~ not available, so bah! I'll get some information from the internet instead. Afterwards, met up with my friends and had some chats about one of my old close buddy's future home as the lovely couple are getting married soon. She seemed so excited after visiting the showroom of their apartment, taken some pictures of themselves in the rooms. Reminded me of something which I rather not even touch on. I felt seriously happy for them anyways. Congratulations to you both. I just couldnt believe, the guy I accompanied her to meet during the very first time, would in the end be her future husband.

They've been together for..erm..5 years at the very least, yet they act like they've just started. My very good gal fren has always been the baby among us group of friends. The one who can cry out of something small and so on. Haha. Therefore I'm so happy that she's blessed to have met someone who can take great care of her, to pamper her and keep her happy. They make it look so simple.

At times when you're down and you feel like no one's suffering as much as you do, there actually are. Uganda men chooses a girl he wants to marry and she has no right to refuse if both family agrees to it. She'll be forced to discontinue her studies, and will be staying in a hut where all she can do is eat and sleep, and everyday, the guardian will force her to drink bottles and bottles of milk while holding a whip in her hand in the case the bride to be refuses to drink it. They'll be struggling to fatten her up before the wedding day, because to the Uganda community, fat women are beautiful, and they have promised to deliver a fat bride to the new home. Weird? I think it's sad.

Well,need to get enough rest to wake up early for church tomorrow.Adding the fact that I'm under medication too.It's been a while since I've been to church. If I could wish...I'd wish I'd be sitting at that same spot,close and connected while the choir sing in the background.But it's yesterday no more...

"There are so many things that you can control, yet, remember that there's still so many that you cant..."                                                                  

What ever happened in the past,will remain in the past.The good ones will be remembered to create smiles,smirks and laughters once in a while,but the bad should be forgotten.I guess that's the only way to live a full great life.

Everyone has faults,and no one is possible to be perfect.That's what we call human.The only way to deal with that is to remember that we're equally human,and therefore should forgive and most importantly forget.I was once the person who cant forget and always live in the past,which only ended up making things hard to be as great as they should've possibly be.

I've been lost recently.A lot of the decisions I made just confuses me,which was dumb.Hard thing is,when you're way down,the hardest thing to do is to stand back up.Looking for new motivations to make me feel more alive again...like before.

It's scary when sometimes you just tend to fill your mind with negative thoughts,and even more scary on what it can do to you.Anyway,I just need to remember that the only way to make things better was to just go back to being positive, and,just to reprogramme myself to constantly give my all,without allowing the word receiving exist in me,because from what I see,problems that we tend to have always have something to do with us expecting something back from other people and being disappointed when it doesnt go the way we wanted it to be.Why give all??Because no matter what happens at the end of the day,whether good or bad,whether the outcome is what we wanted to be or not..at least,we'll be remembered as the one who gave everything we've got to do something about it instead of regretting to be the one who made things slip away.

Bad moments always tend to take control when beautiful moments should've been instead..

Beautiful moments...with beautiful people...

my friends...

+ my parents...=

...my certainties...